Some societal norms are extremely difficult to change. It takes years, generations, even, for ideas to be challenged and subtly shift. Grief, after the tragic death of a loved one, is one of those norms. Slowly though, as more people speak out about their personal experiences, their family, friends, and acquaintences begin to see and experience truths that defy what they think is the ‘normal reaction’ and become more cognizant of their own thinking and ways they react to death and grief.
A friend of mine called me with devestating news. The teenaged son of another hockey family had died by suicide. My heart immediately broke for this family who’s lives had suddenly and forever changed. I did not know this family but intimately knew the barage of decisions, conversations, and emotions they were in the midst of living. My friend sought me out to ask for advice; specifically, “What do they need Sheri? What can I do to help them?”.
You see, this friend was aware of many struggles my wife and I went through immediately after our oldest daughter’s death by suicide. She knew she wanted to do something for this family, but, because of the amount of articles I have shared on my personal Facebook account, the frank discussions we have had over the past 4 years, she didn’t know what would actually help them and not be just the typical (well intentioned) “expression of condolences” that is so common after a loved one has died.
At first, I was taken back; “What does she mean? How am I suppoes to answer this question?” echoed in my head. I had never been asked this before. By anyone. Ever. I did not know this family, who they were, what they liked, but this friend realized that although she did know them and knew who they were, she didn’t know the most important piece required to help them in that moment; how to respond and support this family in their deepest time of need. I wish everyone had this much insight when responding to death.
I told her my heartfelt thoughts. Ultimately, I don’t know what she and her family chose to do when they reached out to this family. But I have every confidence that whatever their decision was, it was done with intention of offering practical help and support as the family began their grief journey. I strongly believe that losing a child and losing them by suicide add two extremely complicated and difficult layers to one’s grief journey. I greatly appreciate my friend for acknowledging and wanting to honour this when sending her condolences and offer to help her hockey friends. She gives me hope; hope that not everyone must experience tragic death like the loss of a child to suicide to really get grief.
Friends, the way we deal with, acknowledge, and think of death and grief is changing. Society, overall, is slowly opening to the idea that death is just the beginning of a life-long journey of grief for those left behind. Societal understanding is slowly swinging from the concept of the “stages of grief” to accepting that grief is a messy path that twists and turns, double-backs, and stalls, is onmipresent and never-ending. So please keep speaking your truth about your own journey. Let it be known that the old norms are wrong and when you have an opportunity to see the change, like I did when my friend called me, take comfort that through your voice, change is happening.